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another update... [29 May 2005|03:10pm]
well friday was ok i guess.. i chilled w. fitz price ray mat sas rachel and tony and dave.. we smoked.. and chilled.. then i went out w. dave - we kinda fought all day.. then shit hit the fan that night..
rachel picked me up at like 11.. we went to her house.. chilled then to tosca but it was rainin so we all went to rays.. took some shots.. came home and went to sleep

yesterday was a hairyyyyy day ..chilled w. fitz ray price and rachel.. then around 6 i met up w. dave - we chilled.. then at like 9 i went to see hill and lennie w/ dave.. then met up w. rachel.. back to lennies.. then to tosca ..mad heads down there.. got hammered.. chilled down there till like 130.. then a few of us went back to rachels.. me dave my brother rachel louie mike and pink.. we smoked.. chilled.. then me mike rach and pink went to bed..

woke up today ..after gettin 3 hrs of sleep!.. and had to deal with a bunch of family shit.. which i am still dealin with.. waitin for my mom to get home.. idk wat im doing yet today.. but hopefully its something..

ill update later..

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updating againnn... [26 May 2005|03:11pm]
hey.. me and dave are back together.. as of yesterday - may 25 - yayy?

um yesterday i chilled w. dave all day - went to louies.. then came home n did nothingggg

today fitzy titzy gave me a ride home.. and now im jc.. brian might come say hi cuz i havent seen him in what seems to be years!
then idk.. might chill w. dave


update later..

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wowww, its been a while huh? [23 May 2005|08:45pm]
well its been about 2 months now.. and nothing much has changed

me and dave have been off and on.. and now were jst off for a lil while.. i still love him with all my heart - and he still loves me.. were together i guess you could say - jst not going out....

anyways - i havent been up to much.. jc on he weekdays - partying every weekend.. as always!

um.. this weekend was sick - friday we had a partyball out in the woods.. with a fire and shit.. it was a good time - hoping to do it again htis weekend..

um im gonna try to keep up with this but idk if i can cuzza my myspace thing.. but yeah ill try

holla at this later.. 143

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.. .i'm sick :*( [11 Apr 2005|06:00pm]
ok well saturday i went to daves.. jc there - billy joe mike and louie were there for a lil bit.. then rachel picked me up and we went to the gym - worked out then took a shower there n got ready, didnt get out the gym until 11.. went back to her house where louie mike dave and joey were.. they started a fire.. we jc there.. mike picked up tina and kaitlyn too.. um, pink was there for a lil too.. it was a good time! around 2 we all went into the house and jc.. then at like 3 me n rachel went to bed ..dave n pink left.. n idk wat mike lou kaitlyn n tina did? but i kno me n rachel woke up at like 9 the next mornin and tina kaitlyn n mike were jst leaving! lol they musta passed out on the couch or somin..

but yeah, then sunday dave n mike picked up me rach n louie n we went to breakfast ..then me n dave went to his house.. jc.. rachel picked me up around 6 and i thought i was gonna die cuz i got my period.. we went to her house then my house to grab some shit.. then back to her crib.. jc w. dave joey louie n mike.. butler paige and alex stopped by - big drama scene between rach and butler.. then rachel n me went to see jerry - lit a candle and wat not.. i left him my favorite & prettiest lighter!! ..hope you like it jerry! 143.. but yeah.. then we went thru pennies to find money for food! haha.. i got home around 1030 and PASSED OUT ..well actually dave made me talk on 2way to him until he fell asleep ..

today sucked ..i woke up feeling like shit - i was in tears!!!.. then went to school cuz i had to.. suffered all day .. i wassss supposed to get dismissed at 12 but my mom decided to go do other things and pick me up at like 1.. came home n went to sleep.. around 4 i went to daves house.. jc w. him cuz i have to go a week without him when i go to florida on wenesday! :*( and everyone else ..its gonna suck -i miss everyone already! ..but yeah im going to eat right now n then go to sleep..



ill update later ..

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i'm drunkkkk! ..yay [09 Apr 2005|01:17am]
[ mood | drunk ]

ok well last night dave never called.. THANKS ALOT ASSHOLE! haha jk - i took a muscle relaxer n went to bed anyways cuz i thought my limbs were going to fall off..

today - came home, went to daves ..had a good time
then me ray dave n chris came n picked up my couches (cuz my mom sold them to ray) and went to rays..
rach picked me up there.. we dropped off laura..
then went to my house & her house..
then to the gym for another 2 hrs
we took a shower there n got ready for the night
went to her crib n grubbed..
then went to rays
where i got extremely drunk
home around midnight - talked to dave..
n now im going to bed...


idk wats up for tomorrow ..hopefully going to the gym then doing some hardcore drinking.. YEAH YEAH! haha




ill update later ..comments are welcome!




i love you! :-)

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i am so sore .. . [07 Apr 2005|10:33pm]
okkk.. well my week has been exciting!

sunday ..didnt do anything - john stopped by! yay..

um.. monday - went to merris w. rachel and her after school..
then rachels.. and i came home from like 6-8 ..
then went to owen olearys with rachel, ray, dave, joey , luke, ben, and paul ..other people were there too.. i was pretty drunk! yay! - got home around 1030..

then tuesday - i chilled w. dave after school..
then chilled with rachel.. we went to canton to babysit around 6 or 7..
home around 1030 after we stopped at rachels for me to see dave..

wenesday - took mcas ..left school at 1230 and went to the mall w. dara and rachel..
then me n rachel went to her house then daves house..
then babysittin 6-8 ..then we went to rays.. i got shitfaced!
came home around 10 1030.. PASSED OUT!

today - chilled w. megan, then went to the gym w. rachel
got WORKED.. im so sore right now its rediculous! idk how im moving tomorrow!
n then we went to rays n jc..

and now im waiting for my wonderful boyfriend to call..
even tho i kno hes not going to cuz he had a dick up his ass all day for some odd reason?




w/e.. shits probably going back to the way it was b4.. and as soon as it does.. IM OUT!


but im going to sleep now..


comments? yeah didnt think so ..bye

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sick ass night - 143 kBw & cSs... [03 Apr 2005|06:34pm]
ok well tuesday i chilled w. dave - me him & ray went to ups.. then we went to papa ginos n met up w. a few heads, then me mer steph dave n joey went back to daves - everyone left & me and dave jc..

wenesday - went to ups w. mad heads, went riden - mad fun..
then went back to daves w. him n jc there ..amazing night, i love you dave

thursday - went to ups to go riden again.. got my feet soaked for NO reason..
went home to eat
then joey picked up me n mer and we went to rays
i got drunk..
then mer slept overrr

friday: me and dave was supposed to chill but he was being MAD gay.. so i was like fuck this..
idk he was acting mad dumb and mad immature, he got grounded so we never chilled
i chilled w. tina and kaitlyn at kaitlyns .. and steph came over - we trooped to my house
jc here.. then john and sean came over and we got booted out my house.. so we went to tspa
got home around 12 & slept..

saturday was the pimp day - haha kBw & cSs..

ok well we jc for a lil bit.. played rummy and shit..
then we went ot the mall - shopping spree! haha ..got some cute clothes
thennn we got home n went to rachels and louies.. aka daves new house cuz he jst moved in there
jc.. got laid.. got drunk..
then went to kaitlyns for like 5 minutes at like 130 to tell my mom i was home.. n then we went back up there
me and dave were in his room almost the whole time.. lol.. n then we got kicked out.. and ray gave us a ride at like 5 in the mornin to kaitlyns.. me her and tina passed out at like 630 till like 930.. n then i passed out for another hour

thennnn today.. we woke up.. waitin for sparkman and mama jane to get abck but they never did =*(
so we had uncle brian take us to the mall.. mer and steph came too..
and i jst got home cuz my mom wants me home..
and idk wat im doing tonight



yep i deff. had the pimp weekend, i love my girlies* xOox
and i guess i love dave too? haha jk!

comments?, ehh ..no?

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so ghetto so grimmey - whats good? [29 Mar 2005|03:11pm]
ok well sunday night me and dave never chilled ..he didnt have a ride to stoughton until like 9?
so i went up to kaitlyns n chilled there till about 930 or so.. came home & slept

yesterday ..my mom had a stick shuved up her ass so i was stuck staying in all day
had a mental breakdown at like 10 and talked to dave on the phone until like 12 or 1.. then slept

today ..chillen w. dave in like a half hour - idk wat were doing, but were doing something..?

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if i could start my life from scratch .. . [27 Mar 2005|03:47pm]
okkkkk.. let's see here -

wednesday: after i got home i went to an AA meeting w. mag and mer - then home.. WOO HOO!

thursday: jc - went to the dentist .. YIKES!
w. merri - then we went to davids to chill w. him n joseph..
around 6 we went to a play for xtra credit
got home n went to chriss till like 12
then we slept here

friday: went to the providence place with mer steph n nicole..
home..
went to the hospital w. mer and mag
then to the mall
then to mags
then me n mer went to joeys w. him and dave
jc
then me n mer got to my house around 12
dave came over
we talked
WERE GOING BACK OUT!!!! - yikes.. let's see how this goes this time - im scared.. =/\

well it all happened when he sed he had to tell me somin at like 1 - n then i called him at like 5 n he sed he wanted ot tell me in persno.. so we meet up around 9.. but then he wanted to tell me wen he was str8.. so at liek 1230 he came over n sed
i think it took me and you to break up for me to realize that im still in love with you
and i was an asshole
and noone deserved to be treated like that

and i sed i dont want to get hurt again
and he assured me that he wouldnt
so i gave him another chance
think im gonna get fucked over??????????????

w/ee - then me n mer watched a movie n went to sleep


saturday: went to daves for like an hour or so..
then me n my poppa dukes picked up mer n we went to my dads house
joey n davey came down for a lil
then me n mer went to see ms. congeniality 2 - str8 movie
back to my dads & slept..

today is EASTER! YAY!!

um.. came home n went to my grandparents crib..
watched the incredibles w. my lil cuzinss - i love those kids - there SO cute!
then i came back here.. n im bout to go to my aunts
n then i think im chillen w. dave tonight? not too sure yet!





update later - comments anyone? ..ehh probably not! *PEACEEEE*

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lalalaaaaaa.. [23 Mar 2005|04:35pm]
whats good

well let's see how this weeks been going

mon: chilled w. mer, mag, and steph - ditched by joey and dave..
went out w. meg around 8
smoked
came home around 10? & slept

tuesday: o wat a wonderful day yesterday was ..
school
then on the way outta school i was smokin a butt n i got caught
suspended another 2 days
w/eee - went to dads for the night

today: came home ..did shit around the house
dyed my moms hair
went to mannor n chilled w. gene..
then me n chris jc ..w/ king t nicole and shaun
then went to see markie and shea
then i came home ..
boriiinggg


tell me why im talkin to dave again - idk if its cuz i want to get hurt or wat but i need to stop
i think he wanted to chill today?
idk he called - but never called back.. its str8

let him do him


while i do me.. or other people - either way im havin fun! hahaha

ill update later - holla at ya girllll w. a comment!!

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jus when i was over you, i closed my eyes & saw you.. [21 Mar 2005|08:04pm]
ok well today was str8:
school
merris w. magan and her.. and stephanie
joey was supposed to chill
and dave - ugh!
but dave went to hang out w. that bitch amanda
the 1 whos on his nuts..
yeah them 2 can have fun ..haha i kno daves trying to get with her cuz she was tryin to get w. him the whole time me n him were going out
so good luck to you dave.. HAVE FUN YA DICKRIDEN FAGGIT!
idk.. joey never ended up chillen
we jst watched the notebook - bestest movie!

now megs over and we're going out -
so bye ..

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ehh fuck off.. [20 Mar 2005|08:47pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

well my life is basically pointless .. .

last night - dads house ..went to sleep at like 9.. ugh!

today ..came home - went to boston w. merri stephanie nicole markie and chris for the parade.. i seen john signori! i was so happy.. i missed him so much
and i seen korianne robohoe and a few other people.. it was str8
stole some beads for merri and steph..
got myself some.. YAY! lol
came back to my crib w. merri then went to kakeslyns..

ehh ask me why dave called earlier when i was on my way home from my dads
yeah he called to ask wat cleaning shit to use on a wooden table
i was like why would u call me for that.. u cant even call to say hi but u can call to find out want cleaning shit to use
he was like sry..
ehh fuck it..it jst hurts to kno that he still thinks bout me
but not the way i still think about him

fuck relationships
fuck guys..
fuck everyone!..




bye!

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things will never be the same .. . [19 Mar 2005|10:38am]
[ mood | confused ]

well ..lately i've felt like complete SHIT about myself.. really i didnt think my life could get any worse.. but shit jst keeps on coming and i jst keep on making it thru - ask me how i do it ..i dont kno - i really jst dont want to be here.. living.. anymore

aite well lets recap the past week:

saturday: went to rays ..jc.. went to wal-mart.. then went to daves ..dads house around 6

sunday: got dropped off at daves on the way home.. then went to the mall w. megan around 2.. then to my aunts for my nanas bday party ..

monday: went to mannor n jc w. chris.. then walked to daves
jc there w. him then went to rays
dave decides to leave me there for a fucking hour
then i call.. he made me a half hour late to come home
today i realized that my life is pathetic -

tuesday: went to hills ..jc w. her and kayla
then around 8 went to kakeslyn..

wednesday: well, me and dave had a talk n this is how it went:

me: dave i need u in my life right now, im going thru some shit and i jst really want u to be there for me and tell me ur here..
dave: well i dont wanna deal w. the drama
me: so ur telling me u dont wanna be here for me..
dave: yeah, call someone who does

what a fucking GREAT boyfriend i HAD!! haha.. hes such a fucking douchebag like honestly.. the day he fucking realizes how ignorant and selfish he really is.. is the day im gonna laugh in his fucking face because he realized it too late.. like how can u spend almost 5 months of ur life w. someoen everyday and love them so much.. then 1 day jst decide not to give a fuck bout that person.. like thnx alot dave.. u really helped me!.. haha not!.. but in a way he did.. cuz now i kno everything to NOT look for in a guy - fucking cunt

anywaysss.. then i went to stoughton pizza w. mer and kakeslyn - talked to gene ..who made me feel 100x better.. i love you gene! thnx babycakes.. but yeah.. n then we jc at kaitlyns.. around 6 went to magans.. then to an aa meeting! lol.. but nah it made me feel alot better - i realized some shit

thursday: went to magans.. then merris.. jc.. then to town spa.. YUM YUM YUM! then jc here w. them for a bit..

yesterday: HAHAHA - got suspended w. merri - HAHAHA!
came home n jc..
then went to wareham w. stephii to babysit
we passed out mad early! lol.. but w/e.. we watched legally blonde! deff. THE best movie! lol..
stephanie - i love you babygirl! ..

today: ..came home mad early.. it was sad to say bye to auntie kimmy and everyone! jodie gave me a hug.. i was so happy - shes adoraable! lol.. but yeah..
i got dropped off at like 10..
and i really cant be in this house any longer..
so stephs coming to get me..
then i got my dads house later - MAYBE!?

ill update later ..


hillary - i love you baby ..thnx! i know you'll always be there for me..
but i lied - i cant stop crying ..but w/e.. i jst need to get ova that pathetic asshole
and get the fuck out this house - o well, it will come soon enough!
love you big sisterrrr

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i just don't give a fuck anymore [12 Mar 2005|12:03pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

i'm really startin to not cry and start partying.. haha

fuck the bullshit.. fuck the tears.. fuck the drama..
have fun
HELL YES!


anyywayysss...

yesteday dave picked me up..
got his check.. then went to his house
jc..
then went to rays
jc..
then went to louies
noone was home..
dave called my brother
eddie flipped out on me
dave got mad cuz i was in a bad mood
kicked me out the car.. HAHAHA!
i came home n then went out w. megan
jc at her crib.. got in a better mood
james and ant came up there
i got home around 12
passed out


wow wat a great night? haha.. yeah right.. and i think mer's mad at me? idk tho.. w/e today i dont want to deal with shit.. im going to my dads and gettin the FUCK away from EVERYONE! ..thats wat i need

i cant wait to go to florida.. and jc by myself.. noone else.. do w/e i gotta do.. thats it!.. ahh i cant wait


ok well im going to my dads soon..

dave was like i might call u when i get back from nextel.. yeah ok?

o yay! i get a new i530 i think.. i love them phones..
plus when i throw it ..it wont break! haha.. i love that


im out.. comments? ..ehh maybe not - peace

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longggg update ..get ready to READ! [10 Mar 2005|10:35pm]
[ mood | tired ]

okkkkay.. lots of drama since last update.. yikes.. be prepared to read alot of BULLSHIT!

last wednesday: chilled w. merdawg & magan ..
then dave wus supposed to stop by after work but he was high
so i asked him if it was worth hurting me to smoke
he said yes
we broke up.. ughh!

thrusday: i was heartbroken so i didnt wanna do shit.. went to mannor for a little while for chris to cheer me up! came home n cried ..talked to dave - he said he'd come by after school friday

friday: me and dave started going back out.. we jc here for a bit.. then he went out
megan james anthony chris and ryan came over - i got FUCKED up.. it was awesome - 1 of the best nights ever ..love ya megan! missed ya.. then at like 1130 i went to mannor for an hour to chill w. chris n ryan cuz i didnt wanna go to bed yet

saturday: chilled w. dave ALL day.. then we broke up again.. how lovely? ughh! stupid stupid shit!
i went to canton to babysit w. chris and merri
got shitfaced..
found out i was related to the girl we was babysittin for
we passed out at 130.. woke up at 330.. chilled w. everyone till 7 in the mornin..
went back to bed till 11..
came home at like 4 in the afternoon on sunday

sunday: meredith came ova.. we jc here - she slept over..
me and dave talked.. decided to start over

monday: got mad sick.. came home at like 1 from school.. slept all day!

tuesday: school sucked.. still sick ..came home n slept - went to daves around 6 - we talked shit out.. back together! ughh.. lots of drama.. i was in hysterics at his house.. bad news..
then he calls n says he wants to break up again cuz hes mad confused
then we talk bout it..
i said hes gonna want someone there for him to get thru all this shit
he agreed..
he wants me to be there for him.. i am!

yesterday // wednesday: still sick!!!.. went to my dads for the night.. slept and wat not

todayyyy: got out early from school.. went to mers..
played an intense game of uno w. her magan lennie nicole and megan..
then me magan megan and nicole went to the mall
came home around 630
did lots of homework..



i guess its not THAT much drama..but if i explained all the crying and all the fights and all the bullshit i went thru ud be surprised im still alive.. i cried for like 24 hours straight bout me and dave and the sad thing was.. i broke up with him! it was redic..

saturday he broke up with me and all i did was cry on the phone w. him.. then went out.. it was surprising.. i thought id be more upset.. but i guess i knew we'd be together again cuz i wouldnt give up on it.. i just wanted to be with him so i kept at it! lol..


well tomorrow im chillen w. dave

then saturday dads house -

ill update later

ps - meredith magan and megan - yes! i take mylanta.. fast acting and extra strength! its called ibs! haha.. u guys are assholes.. its ok tho.. love ya all! my girls till the end - holla at us

megan - dope duo.. i miss it! ..those were the single days - mad hollas! lol..

meredith - i miss summer 04'.. cant wait for this summer.. me and u gon' do it right!.. hell yes! lol 143

magan - mad good times in the past.. u my girl -


ok im out.. just had to give a holla to the girls.. even tho noone ever reads this.. LEAVE COMMENTS YOU GAY PEOPLE!!!!!


goodnight ..mwah!

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adrenaline rush .. . [02 Mar 2005|03:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]

wats good

monday: went to boston w. merri lennie jeff & hillary.. hope your birthday was awesome hillary! i love you big sis
we got home around like 12..bad roads! scary ride home

tuesday ..yesterday: delay for school, no point in going - went to mer's at like -130- maybeee? around there?.. we jc there.. then ryry & chris24 came there.. we jc.. same old shit.. home around 730.. fight with everyone in my house, not a fairytale ending - still misserable..
i heard some shit bout dave.. took a lil anger out on him..
talked to him when he got out of work, shits str8 now i guess?

im still not happy




when will i ever be happy? um, NEVER!




today im chillen w. merdawg & mag i think.. daves prob gonna stop by on his way home from work like everyday!.. woopie! ..hes snowboardin w. my gay ass faggit brother right now..


its weird.. im startin to think my brother actually cares about me - its a shocker!




ill update later.. bye

from my eyes.. .*
just got home.. took a survey [28 Feb 2005|11:48pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:colie
Birthday:december 13, 89
Birthplace:boston
Current Location:stoughton
Eye Color:brown ..green
Hair Color:brown
Height:5'1" ..5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:irish, portuguese, italian, native american
The Shoes You Wore Today:my black etnies with white laces..
Your Weakness:broken heart
Your Fears:broken heart & trust betrayal
Your Perfect Pizza:cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:happiness
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:true orrr yeah
Thoughts First Waking Up:weekdays - ugh school ..weekends - im going back to bed!
Your Best Physical Feature:boobs & legs..
Your Bedtime:not specified
Your Most Missed Memory:summer 04'
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:mickey d's
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:iced coffee ..only
Do you Smoke:ciggarettes - yes ..weed - no
Do you Swear:fucking yeah! lol
Do you Sing:in the shower
Do you Shower Daily:i try to
Have you Been in Love:currently am ..i love you dave
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:no
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:when i get what i want..
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:hell yess
In the past month have you Smoked:ciggarettes - yes, weed - no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:um, yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nope..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:never
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:noooo, and i hope i never will be!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no.. july 1st - hell yeah!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yes
Ever been Drunk:many times
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:yep
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:painfully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:i have no clue
What country would you most like to Visit:portugal or jamaica
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:6'2"
Weight:140
Best Clothing Style:w/e he looks good in
Number of Drugs I have taken:too many to name
Number of CDs I own:too many to count
Number of Piercings:3 - soon to be 7
Number of Tattoos:none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:1

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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happy birthday hillary!!!! [28 Feb 2005|08:02pm]
ok.. b4 i get to hillarys birthday - heres my vacation ..

last monday: went shopping, then dave came ova..

tuesday: ask me why i went to ccd? lol - ccd.. chris's.. then met up w. dave n joe.. went to magans.. then went to rays.. then went to daves

wednesday: chilled at daves.. went up to rays.. then to lounuts's.. chilled w. him dave n joe.. then dave came overrr

thursday: dave came ova for a bit then i went to my dads ..merri and magan came down and we went to the movies - seen hitch.. mad funny night girls! i love you guys..

friday: went to merris.. chilled there all day.. dave n joe came ova for a bit.. then magan showed up.. we slept there - deff hysterical night! lol..

saturday: chilled w. dave then went to my dads ..dave came down

yesterday: came home n went to daves.. chilled w. him.. it was the best day ever - went to merris and passed out! lol.. then came home

today is hillarys birthday! i was the first to say it to her.. yay! lol
she said she was bored n shit so me lennie and merri to the rescue! lol.. in a lil while were going to boston.. chillen there for a lil while.. just to keep hill company cuz she deserves it!..
after school today i chilled w. dave - nothin special.. he got his quad parts so hes gonna be workin on that for the next couple of days..

tomorrow im chillen w. jackie for the first time in forever! yay.. lol.. and merri too.. but yeah - ill update later.. 143

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN HILLALY!! my big sisterrr.. love you baby!

from my eyes.. .*
vacation is officially started ..holla! [21 Feb 2005|12:38pm]
whats gooddd.. vacation has officially started and i am so happy cuz i get to sleep in for the next 6 days.. holla at ya girl! lol

saturday : chilled w. steph, then dave came ova and we got kicked outta my house cuz my mom sucks.. so we went to see merri cuz she was grounded.. then we went up ta rays.. then home around 11.. boring? ehh yeah kinda.. i went to sleep mad early tho..

yesterday : dave came ova from like.. 1130 till 1.. then went to work.. i stayed in bed ALLLLL DAY LONG!! haha u wish u were me.. then he came ova from like 1030-11.. then went home.. came back at like 12 - 2.. good night - i love you daviddd

today : um.. woke up due to richie! lol.. thnx buddy.. lol jk.. but yeah then jc around here ..mad some plans for wednesday - maybbeee goin clubbin w. a few people.. but dave wont let me go w.out him so he needs to come! w.e tho ill still be dancin w. who i want! lol but anyways.. todayy - my mom and me are going shopping soon then later tonight me dave joey ray chrs n merri r suppoed to go ova to the abandoned mental asylum in taunton.. get the shit scared outta us!? lol.. but yeah.. idk tho..


aww today me and mr king had a talk about the summer today.. i missed it so much.. best night outta the whole summer that i will never forget was july 1st & 2nd.. bot shitfaced & went skinny dippin w. king gene carl and hicks.. o man.. mad fun! then me and merri came back ta my house and ate maddd watermelon.. it was so funny cuz i was so drunk.. then we snuck out n went to the capp n met up with ryan gene hickey markie tina kaitlyn stephniae and then boris and pink showed up with beers.. o man.. good night.. me and merri came home at like 4 in the mornin and it started rainin literally as soon as we walked in the door and then we came upstairs n got into bed and turned off the light and my mom walked in my room but didnt catch us.. damn i really miss nights like that.. i really do! and the nights when we were too drunk to walk that we had to hold ea other up.. nothin was funnier than the night me gene hickey and megan chilled at the capp and drank.. and we had to walk megan home.. and me and ryan were walkin w. our arms around ea other tryin to hold ea other up.. and then hickey came ova and tried to hold us up too.. and i was like ryan u got me? n he was like idk hicks u got me? and barry was like idk noones got me! and we fell.. o man.. then i seen dave the next day (when he was friends w. eddie) and he sed that i woke him up at like 1 in the mornin cuz me ryan gene and barry were madddd loud walkin meg home.. o man.. i miss it so much! and the night we were at the capp drinking ..and it was me ryan gene barry merri tina kaitlyn monica dave megan markie.. i think thats it.. and we all split up cuz the cops showed up and it was like 2 in the mornin.. and i was standin there w. a bottle of hypnotiq behind me and gene was cuttin across the feild and barry and ryan were standin w. me and megan was waitin on the bench and the cop was askin who was on the bench and cuttin acorss the feild and i was so shitfaced i wqas like i dont see anyone.. it was mad funny! i almost got bopped w. the shit.. wasnt good ..but yeah - i miss those nights so much.. those really were the times i was so happy.. and notice how alcohol was involved in ea story.. lol the summer was crazy w. alcohol.. drunk every night at the capp w. them! o man.. and i will never forget the night i cant remember.. lol.. me megan frank gene markie ryan barry dave monica merri steph drank at megs.. went in the hottub and shit.. omg it was mad fun.. then we had to leave.. and i drank way too much.. and got money for taken shots and shit.. and then we went to mannor and i threw up for like a half hour.. then merri and megan walked me to megans i guess.. and idk.. i dont member! lol.. i member behind mannor when i was throwin up and i member sittin underneath a truck pukin and gene came ova and picked me up and was carrying me.. thnx gene! lol.. aww i miss it! yo this summer better be better than last! lol.. but yeah back to my update.....


i got nothin else to say sep ill update later

from my eyes.. .*
lets see ...?? hmm, [19 Feb 2005|06:19pm]
quick update..

last friday - chilled w. dave steph & joeyy

saturday - chilled w. dave for a lil bit - then went to dinner w. the family ..after i went out w. megmeg and cook.. then got in a fight w. dave cuz he was actin stupid.. and merri and me got in a fight too! gotta love my life!

sunday - umm.. carl and kim stopped by! yayy carl!!.. lol then dave came ova b4 he went to work.. then i went to ccd.. ugh! i got paid 10 bills to go tho.. thennn i went to stephanies and we went out to eat at tspa.. mad funny! "salad sanwich!! yay.." "im afraid of humans! AHH!".. "carrot sandwich!?" lol.. love you stephanie! then dave stopped by when he got outta work

monday - valentines day ..chilled w. dave - went to ups for a lil while.. then came home.. then dave came back over

tuesday - chilled w. merri and magan and chris for a lil.. went to magans siters and watched coach carterrr

wednesday - chilled w. magan merri and this kid nick.. went for a road trip! haha.. then dave came ova after work? yeah hes gay! we got into a fight like always - w.e im sick of this shit.. he needs to start treatin me like i need to be treated or his ass is gettin replacedd real quick! but w/eee idk? ..confusion!!

thursday - dave came ova b4 work then merri and magan never called till 530 then i had to eat and shit and i never chilled w. them cuz it was too late by the time i was done w. shit and we got in a fight bout it.. w/e fuck it..
richie left for florida today! im upset.. lol i love you richie!!!

yesterday - session.. then chilled w. dave for a lil.. then dads house for the night

today - came home.. was supposed to chill w. dave but like i sed b4.. hes gay! and i went to stephs.. chilled w. her.. markie came ova for a lil bit - then they went to new bedford and i got dropped off here!..i wassss gonna chill w. megan but dave got outta snowboardin early or some shit? idk.. so im chillen w. him tonight i think!? not too sure - but ill update laterrr..

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